And in the daylight

My favorite song right now- I'm in love.

Probably.

It would probably be a good idea to start gathering some flashlights since it is storming like crazy outside. Who knows what tonight will bring... probably a power outage. And maybe some basement flooding? Oh goodie.

Sorry I can't upload photos, guys, it probably makes this blog a little dull but I'm working on it.

My hands are cramped and sore from writing so much... I am constantly stretching them out.
Sometimes, I get really bored with the internet, but then I remember how big it is and I get excited, its so funny. I could nod off any minute now - exciting internet or not. I still have stuff to do though... it seems my work is never done. Oh well. It pushes you along to always have stuff to do, which is good.

Tonight I still need to bake a chocolate cake for my friends birthday tomorrow. Hopefully it'll be good and look nice too, 'cause that's always a plus.

Here Goes Nothin'

I get butterflies in my stomach whenever I listen to this song. I love music so much. Its the only thing that will bring me a joy when I really need to get a career, I think. I am so eager to change its funny. I want to be better.. I told someone that once and they said "Whats wrong with you?" and I didn't know. I think deep down I do, I think it just has to be the right circumstance and it will come out.

This computer is falling apart, I can't even upload pictures anymore! I can't download ANYTHING! What. Am. I. Going. To. Do. Without. MUSIC. I mean I download some every day, its my medicine. I don't know whats going to happen if I don't take it.

Today was too long. I was everything I don't want to be. Needy, insecure, weak, annoying, intense, jealous, everything. I just can't do this anymore. I need to rethink everything.